How not to kill yourself: a portrait of the suicidal mind

Part I. Suicidal tendencies. The suicidal mind ; Is there a death drive? ; I can always just kill myself tomorrow ; They fuck you up / you mum and dad (part I)

Part II. One foot in the grave. Drinking myself to death ; Philosophical suicide ; The sickness unto death: observations from Edouard Leve, David Foster Wallace, and Nelly Arcan ; The afterlife, or, welcome to the psych ward

Part III. The long road back. Relapse is part of recovery ; They fuck you up / you mum and dad (part II) ; A good death.